Since i got bored to study, I will translate Arashi's new song, One love.


One Love


I want to tell you but sometimes I could not
We got over the seasons we cried. and now we have a shining future.

Each has different happiness
Those gonna be one big love when get together now
share everything from now forever and ever

even 100 years after, I promise I love you
you are my everything
I believe I believe you who sheres my life
whatever you do, everything I can love
If I can be with you, I do not need anythingelse  I will let you be happy

I was waiting for you in the rain   I did not know the meaning of heart
We got hurt each other at that night but now we are here

Miracles connected us since we met at first
Now I remind a lot of memories we had 
Also the song we listened to at first together

Everytime my friends were with me when I laughed and even when I cried
I just want to say one thing from bottom of my heart 
Thank you

Even 100 years after I promise I love you
You are my everything
I love you I really love you I can swear this everymorning
I chose you from people of the world
Because I can see brightful world in my future
If I'm with you.



BTW
MOVIE IS AWESOME!!!

so I decided to translate some my favorite songs.
Here is 20 century's new single, オレじゃなきゃ、キミじゃなきゃ(it must be me, and it must be you)
well I do not know I can translate well but im gonna introduce anyways.:)

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There is something which only i can do 
There is something which only you can do
if you have something you wanna try
go for it right now

the song we used to listen to
I usually do not pay attention to it
but now i remind the days
when we listened to this song

What is he doing right now
maybe he is at work
what is she doing right now
maybe she is laughing as usual

now i do not have that sad things or big happenings
but without you, i feel enpty thesedays....

I have nights I want to cry
you may also have nights you want to cry
but believe yourself and do not miss the past

I cannot laugh about it yet
I cannot say it was just a memory
I havent cured the pain of my heart
Its gonna take for a while still

I still have it in my heart
the days I fell in love with you
the days we laughed together
and the days we cried

Are you staring at the stars
As I am doing
thinking that we could be better
in somewhere in the world?

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There is something only I can do
There is something only you can do
If you do not want to give it up
this is the time, go for it right now

now Im gonna run for tomorrow
I do not have the answer right now
but I think I am getting it
I want to believe myself

repeat+
repeat*

this is the thing I can try only now
so believe myself and i gotta go for it.

 

 

heres youtube URL http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdnDQmsl_oU

Well today is April fool but this is not a lie, I am stressed out.
Im sooooo tired of everything right now.
Yes , job hunting thing.


Job hunting in Japan is weird.
We have to "book" a job before graduation.
usually a year ago.
right now for me.

So that I have to commute to Tokyo so many times.
It takes time
It takes my energy
it costs a LOT!
and I have to skip classes.

most of the companies ask us like " what did you learn in school" or " what did you accomplish in school" or " For what kind of thbing did you make effort in school" but  I think it is weird to ask.
I think it is nessesary question but they always schedule interviews weekdays that means we have to skip classes.
but they think we need to do hard on school work.
WEIRD!!!!

Also
some companies I applied, they say like they will not let us know if I failed on test or documents.
I think it is not that nice to us.
We are spending a lot of time to go to the meeting and stuff.
We are spending a lot of money to go to the meeting.
We are making so much effort to fill the application, for me takes like forever to fill in.

but they are not gonna let us know.
then tell next schedule  only to people who passed the tests and stuff.

Some companies do not do that.
they give us e-mail or mail and give us advices or wish us luck.
I think its nice.

I know it takes time for human resourse management department people to send so many e-mails to tell the sorry.
but still.
I think people can imagine how much the pressure on the job hunting is big for us, from the point of time, school, cost and energy.

If I got offers from several companies, I would choose the company which let us know even if we failed.
We try hard and try to show sincerity.
I would be happy if I can go to the company which also show us sincerity.

Current Location: living room
Current Mood: stressed

SO I GOT AN E-MAIL! that told me that one first job interview of the company!!! WOOOOOO!!!
I was thinking like I would not pass the interview cuz I tried to make the interviewer laugh!!!!!
I wanted to make the story funnier so that I tried!!!!
He was trying not to laugh i do not know why.
So I was wondering it might be not acceptable to make the interviewer laugh.

BUT I PASSED first one wooo!!!!!!
so I have to go take next job interview sometime this month.
yeah usually we have to take several interview to get a job in a company. I think at least 3.

MONEYYYYYYYY!:( I have to work after I go back to hometown so bad! GOSH I DO NOT WANNA!
Well anyways,

I was happy about that!
my winter session gonna be over in 13 hours!!! WOOOOOOO
Cannot wait !
Now I can concentrate of job hunting stuff.
I have to draw some pics for an application. HAHA i love that!


Weeeellllllllll hmmmmm I do not know.
Job hunting is fun! and traveling is so fun!
staying hostel is so awesome!!!

I wish my laptop was lighter though... it is soooo heavy to bring.
Anyways yes yes i need a job and money :)    GOOD LUCK MEEEEEE!

So on sunday I went to Stephs concert that was awesome.
I almost cried when I was listening to.... I forgot when was that?
anyways it was awesome I wish I was good at singing tooooo :( lol
Or I wish I had some great talent...hmmmmmm


well anyways, yes
It was fun.


And today... well I did not do anything much
I have some finals those are killing me....
and at the same time i have to get ready to go to Tokyo this week end.
And i have to fill out some applicaitons...
the deadline is coming.

So I was staying up late last night.
I woke up like 8:18am i was like CRAP!
cuz I had to work fom 8:30.
well I made it.
But problem is, I missed classes.
well I woke up 8:30 so you may think how I can miss the classes which starts at 11:30.
Well, answer is only one.
I went back to the bed again after the work!

I was like " i can take a nap till class...."
Then  





it was 2:00pm
I WAS SO MAD AT MYSELF

and i missed a final OMG.
Well I can take it tomorrow, so it is gonna be okay.

And about several stuff, I was sooooooo MAD and hated the world!!
 Oh my god how they can do those to me/us!!!!
well I am not getting angry kind of person so I try not to be  but!!!! PEOPLEEEEEEEEE!!! COME ON!!!!!

Well important thing is I know those kind of people can make people be mad so I can try not to be like them.
*SIGH*

Now I can sleep!!!

Well it was hard days.
On tuesday I had to leave to Tokyo at that night.
I had a presentation today, so I wanted to finish the presentation preparation till the day but I could not.
Guess why?



It is because the word!!!!
The word crushed and lost half of the essay damn!!!
F***!!!!!

so I gave up and I decided to bring my big heavy computer.
everybody thinks like my compy is old thats why it is big but it is not
this one is not that old it is because of TV thing.
Well I have to go to fix this compy little bit, it is so damn slow thesedays.
I cannot wayt to go back to Toyama.Im running out of money lol
becuase the job hunting is killing me!
the first day in Tokyo, well in yokohama, I had a meeting.
I finished that meeting till noon so I went to hostel.
the hostel was awesome!
People were from all over the world!That was so exciting.
I made some friends there.
It was cool.

Next day I had a meeting in different company and finally I had interview yesterday.
I think it went wel but I do not like self PR thing.
What should I say about me????
its difficult.

But I think I said that what I wanted to say.

after that i went to internet cafe to finish my presentation.
yea the presentation I made became most expensive one I have ever made.
I spent 1300 to stay in the internet cafe without reading any comics!!!! DAMN well I could drink some drinks so it was okay.

And then today Ive done the presentation woooooooooooooo
im so excited but well
I have to prepare for finals and I have some sheets to fill in for companies and tests!
Killing me.

Well I wanna go back to Toyama and wanna work little bit otherwise Im so broke! lol 
jobhunting is tough!

Current Location: my room

So we went to Karaoke!!!!!

THAT WAS SO MUCH FUN!!!!

ARASHI ARASHI ARASHI songs.

Plus some cool songs remix versions....

SUCH AS My Heart Will Go On with Steph's shouish RAP!!!!! FUNNY!!!!!!

We have to sing that song again hahaha it was interesting....forgot keys...lol



So i took train as always.
Because of the storem, the train delayed and the bus t the cumpus ditched us!!!!
So i was like..... well i had to walk back to my place....
I could not ask my friend, cuz it was so windy i did not want to kill my friends.

so I was walking back to cumpus i thought several times like "I m gonna die..." lol

but I almost made it!!!
I was so close to cumpus but on the way, one car stoped infront of me.
and opened the window and a guy asked me like "where are you going?"
"im going to AIU..."
and then the guy goes "well you gonna die!!! i can give you a ride!!!" i was like


THANK YOU!!!!!!

I LOVE PEOPLE!!!!!! wah wah!!!!

Current Location: my room
Current Mood: happy

Unbelievable thing happened.
SOOOO Shame!!
It cannot be happened!!! for my life.



I WAS LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I woke up 4am in the morning to get prepared for going to Sendai.
(Yess I guess you know what happened to me now)
It was free bus to go to Sendai career forum thing.
I reserved it.
So I was getting ready but after that I do not remember.
I fall a sleep I guess.
WhenI noticed, it was 6:20am.
The bus supposed to leave 6:00 am.
So I was like.....


SERIOUS????
I CANNOT DO SUCH A THING!!!!!
WHAT A SHAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HAVE NEVER NEVR NEVER ( I think) been late for school events. Well not that school events...it was like if you want to take the bus you can kind of thing...
I woke up so early usually and can be there like so early.
but today I MISSED THE BUS!!!
and sad thing is NO BODY DID NOT CALL ME!!!!!!


I thought I had more friends.... lol
well I think many of my friends do not know my phone number...
yea I think thats the why.
my cell phone number is precious.
If you know, you won! lol
you are limited one!!!!

Well but positive side for this is, now i have enough time to fill some documents for companies i really want to work for.
And can do some hw and stuff which i really need to finish as soon as possible.
And i think career forum is good but now i kinda decided which companies I wanna go to.
I am not that random person.
Some people apply for companies like they are enemies each other, i cannot do that.
I apply to company which I think it is sperior or looks good to me.

For me appling to several companies which have similar business is like tring to date with several guys.
sounds so evil to me lol

Well I wanted to go to sendai but it is okay i will have a chance some another time.
but still its so shameful and I cannot believe I did that. GOSH!
yea I wanted to kill myself so bad this morning. of course i am joking but yea (^_^; 

Current Location: my room which i should not be in now
Current Mood: silly
Current Music: step and go by arashi

So I went to Tokyo again.
I went there to listen to job discriptions and stuff of the group of the companies.


IT WAS AWESOME.

But problem is I always get a cold everytime when I go to Tokyo.
I think Tokyo people have virus or something. Damn.
My throat....
I need to cure cuz I am going to Karaoke this weekend yay!

Well today was not that bad.
I had a presentation. I did not have much time to prepare for it but It went not that bad I think.
 

todays Hey hey hey was funny.
When sho was talking how much their song is M, I bet just one girl screamed!!!
HA HA HA I thought it is funny.

Im tired and now sad little bit.
I think I always try to be but now I am not sure that I can be happy to be so.
it does not mean i am not happy.

But still I can see scars in the middle of my heart. 

Current Location: my room
Current Mood: tired